good morning or good night!

Heya...

You tell me what it'll be, a good morning or a good night. Amazing, it's 04.46 am here as i write this, and i'm surfing around the net like a crazy person, just so i don't have to go back to sleep again! I've had THE worst of all nightmares, and now i just don't dare too close my eyes...even less try to sleep. My god, i kind of feel a little bit pathetic, but this was seriously the worst nightmare ever, it even made me wake up my poor mom, who'll be going to work at 7 am... i hope she forgives me.. and i'm sure she does... but i really do feel bad for waking her! :S

So now i'm like around here, going from page to page just to keep me occupied, and if anybody could see me in this cyber world, they'd think i was crazy, because i probably am in this moment:P it's almost 5 and i'm trying NOT to sleep, how stupid is that?!?! But then again, you didn't have the bad dream that i had, and if you did, i promise you, you wouldn't just have gone back to sleep, unless of course you are heartless!!

"Dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with rapid eye movement sleep. The contents and purpose of dreams are not fully understood, though they have been a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history."

But what i dreamt an hour ago was most definetly not a dream, so let's just see what more wikipedia (look at it with a very critical eye, anybody can post something there) has to say about dreams, or better yet, nightmares.

"A nightmare is a dream which causes a strong unpleasant emotional response from the sleeper, typically fear or horror, or the sensations of pain, falling, drowning or death. Such dreams can be related to physical causes such as a high fever, or psychological ones such as psychological trauma or stress in the sleeper's life, or can have no apparent cause. If a person has experienced a psychologically traumatic situation in life, for example, a person who may have been captured and tortured, the experience may come back to haunt them in their nightmares. Sleepers may waken in a state of distress and be unable to get back to sleep for some time." [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dream]"

well NOW I definetly understand a lot more.. if i told you about my nightmare, and if you knew my past, you'd understand a lot more... but since i do not want to share neither on a webpage for everybody and anybody to read,... you'll just have to feel sorry for me... :P 'cause this was a baaaaad night!... seriously, not sleep for some time is ok.. but for over an hour... THIS IS REALLY BECOMING STUPID...

but if i don't turn off my laptop i might not fall a sleep at all... so i'm off... and wish me luck,.. i really need to sleep now, and get up early too:S damn.... but a good thing with this day is that my dear wifey Katie is coming back to Norway today, and is staying over the holidays... i'll only get to see her today, but that's better then nothing... so even though this day started of rather rocky, it might turn out really well:D

G'night
talk to you later alligator:D